Sorry i haven't kept up very well on here. Well to catch up, Brad got notification at work that he won't have a job as of Oct 15 (or was it 14, i honestly don't remember). So we are searching for a job. Okay that was really the only bad news in this situation. Here is some of the good news: First of all, the church has some fabulous programs that will help us find a job. Also, because Brad is being let go, the company will continue to pay for his education for the next 3 years! So he can go back to school and get his degree. And Finally (though not by the least measure the last of the blessings coming from this) we have both received confirmation from the Lord, that this is the best thing for our family in the long run. So we continue to be faithful and pray for direction. Brad has applied to a couple different jobs so we'll see how it goes!
Summer has been good to us so far. The girls like to play outside and ride their bikes. I'm still not ready to think about the fact Ellie is going to school. But she's so excited to go! Alyssa wants so badly to go with her that i will probably end up putting her in preschool. Isabella is growing up so big! She likes to pretend with her sisters and she would be sooo happy if she could just sit on my lap and read stories all day long. Bethany is (finally) getting bigger. She's so alert and likes to grab things. She's trying to sit up and crawl. My girls are all so beautiful and fun to be with!

One other thing that has been changing in my life is my house. Any one who knows me well enough to have come to my house knows that i'm not the best housekeeper in the world. But i found a website that has really helped me get a grip on it. Okay so it really shouldn't be such a huge deal, but i feel like celebrating the fact that i've finally kept my kitchen, living room, bathroom and the bedrooms at least mostly clean for the past month! (CLAP CLAP CLAP! YAY!) Not to mention i've also stayed on top of the laundry! (that never happens!)

Okay, now that i've done that i just want anyone reading to know that it hasn't been easy, and doesn't look like it will be soon, but I love my family and look forward to the changes that are coming! I especially want Brad to know that no matter what, I will stand with him and by him in the decisions that have to be made in the next 3 months. I know that our marriage will only be stronger through these trials we are experiencing! I love you, Brad! And I ALWAYS will!

Thanks for your support everyone, we really appreciate it!